Fucking Pissed Off and talking to my closest friend JoeyMetal

Well this is quite interesting... me and my fellow blogger and pretty much the closest thing i have to a brother JoeyMetal about how some people can really be dickheads, you know you love them and you do stuff for them and then they only go and ruin it for you! I mean surely someone out their can relate to it! its Outrageous! we call these people friends and then they go and spit right in your face! We trust them and then they reject us, how is that fair? i can guarentee that people who so are your 'best friends' constantly talk about you behind your back just 'cus they can! A real friend would never do that ever! Ill admit to it, i like to talk shit about people but not my closest friends 'cus i cant find flaws in them... blatently they can find them in us! And god! girls annoy me even more.... i know since im just 14 im not meant to know what love feels like.... if you feel that way about teenagers... Fuck Off..... I have put the effort in with the person i 'like' for almost a year and she shoves the whole thing right back in my face! Why? i dont know. I've done nothing yet she seems to be blocking me out!
anyway.... i really hope your in a better mood than me atm... Later

First Band Practise!

Hey Guys, hows things been? good because i couldnt care less..... JOKES! god I love you all really... Anyway this weekend was my first band practise and it couldnt have gone better, my band Decapitated Oath has finished our first song for the Vocals/Guitar/Bass and it was a mess load of fun! We had to sleep in a tent which was fine until i was woke up at 4:30 in the morning by the Bassist complaining he was cold -.- Nevermind, we watched a Cradle of Filth DVD to pass the time ^^

And now hopefully we are going to write our second song tonight if all goes well...which it better do! My vocals are surprisingly not too bad, they aint great but considering im 14 and your vocal chords dont fully develop until your 17 i aint too bad a job i think... we sounded great during our practise so all is good! Overall it was great fun! i still havent seen anyone like our bands page! come on guys! its worth it, we dont actually sound bad if your into that sorta stuff :P it would be a huge boost to our confidence!

Hope your all well, later...